The Halfway Point
Happy belated 4th of July, everyone! This post is a bit belated, too. I've never been too skilled at anything remotely technological, and in the past month I managed to lose the passwords for half of my email accounts/websites, including this one, and instead of trying to fix it myself I spent a lot of time just glaring at my computer. Anyway, I'm back in the virtual flesh now. That's a pretty awkward sentence.
I've never been very good at sitting still - literally and figuratively. All throughout my freshman year at Hopkins, I was so used to going-going-going from one activity to the next, from SAAB meetings to Alpha Phi events to all-night News-Letter production marathons to class to lunch with friends, etc, so it was pretty bizarre for me to get home and realize that for the first time in months, I could...relax. And honestly, it didn't bring as much relief as you would think. I know that a lot of people are happiest and most at peace when there's nothing on their plate, when they can just kick back and watch TV and...um...(what else do people do when they kick back...?), but I've never been like that. So I tried to do that whole "lounge around" thing, and it worked - for two days. After I had relaxed for a respectable 48 hours, I decid
ed to go out and get a job.
After a little sneak preview into the terrifying, depressing job market, I found a position as a hostess at Piatti, a nice Italian restaurant right on the Bay (that's the San Francisco Bay, mind you). Between that and an online internship with NarrativeMagazine.com, a few days in Seattle, a family vacation in Canada, and my fair share of laying-by-the-pool-with-trashy-magazines, I somehow made it halfway through summer before slowing down, looking around and realizing how desperately I miss Baltimore and Hopkins.
I know it seems upside-down to try to speed through the summer in order to get back to school as quickly as possible, but at some point a few weeks ago I realized that was exactly what I had been doing. I had just gotten home from Seattle and had a couple days before going back to the restaurant, and in the time I should have been relaxing or calling up friend
s from home, I was emailing with my friends from Hopkins and looking online to see if any new courses were listed for the fall semester. It's a bizarre phenomenon that happens during your first summer at home from school. Half of the friends I've been seeing from high school couldn't be more thrilled to be home, or are in
some sort of transition - switching schools, taking a year off, etc - and half are dying to go back to school.
Interestingly enough, you really can't predict who will end up in each of these categories. I remember when I graduated from high school last year, it seemed like everyone's paths were so SET - that we would each go to the four-year school of our choice and come home each summer and bum around just like every summer in high school. But I've spent much less time with my friends from home than I expected to because everyone is caught up in new and exciting things - internships, jobs, summer classes, volunteer work - and while people range from hating their schools to loving them, it almost makes me feel guilty to fall into the latter category.
With that said, when I realized I shouldn't waste the summer by wishing I was back in Baltimore (ha! If you'd tried telling me that I would miss Baltimore a year ago...), I started to appreciate my home and my family a lot more. Northern California is a truly beautiful place, and realizing that I won't have this much natural beauty around me again for a long time, I started going on little adventures - with friends and by myself, too. I bought a cool, 4-shot camera - you can see the results of it here - and my friend Lisa and I went to the beach a few times to experiment with it and build awesome sand castles. We've also been going to the Inkwells whenever we can; it's a little group of swimming holes in the middle of an isolated woodsy area, and each "Inkwell" is so deep that you can jump in it from 20-foot rocky cliffs. On the more sweltering days, I've been happy to enjoy the scenery from the hostess stand in my lovely, air-conditioned restaurant.
My family vacations have been pretty amazing, too. My older sister graduated from the
University of Washington in Seattle last month, and my mom and dad and I flew up for a few days to celebrate. I've never felt a more confusing mix of emotions than when I watched my sister graduate. I was obviously really proud of her, and intimidated, too (she graduated with Phi Beta Kappa honors, the highest
academic honors you can receive) but it also reminded me how it won't be TOO long until I'm in the same place. My sister and I have always been mistaken for twins (she's actually shorter than me) and there's only a two-and-a-half-year gap between us. It seems like yesterday that I was visiting her in her dorm room during her first year of college, and I know she felt like the rest of college just flew by; it's exciting and scary to realize it will probably fly by for me, too.
To celebrate Laura
's graduation and having the whole family together, we went to Canada for a week. It's a really gorgeous, underrated place. We stayed in Vancouver for the first half of the week, eating great meals and shopping and museum-ing, and then drove up to Whistler for the remainder of the week. The 2010 winter Olympics are going to be held in Whistler, and it's no wonder; there is SO much athletic
activity to do there! We took out ATVs one day and road all over the mountain, we biked around a gorgeous lake, and on one of our last days, we went white-water rafting in freezing glacier water. More than anything, it was really nice to be with my family and know that none of us were in any rush - we didn't have to go straight back to work or school right after the trip, and we could really unwind and be together for a whole week for the first time since winter.
Somehow, with all of this going on, I'm more than halfway through my summer at home - and I won't even be home for a good chunk of that! In a week, I'm heading to New York to visit my boyfriend and my friends from Hopkins. Before and after that, I'm going to try my very best to relax like a normal teenager. We'll see how that goes.





















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