This is my attempt to blog before October rolls in.
I have decided that I'm one of the most indecisive people that I know. And yes, I consider myself as someone I know. And given that people often underestimate the extent of their own traits, I am going to conclude that I am the most indecisive person that I know. Now, sometimes I don't think it's a big deal. For example, when I can't decide where to go out to dinner, there's usually someone else that is proactive about it and can make a decision on the spot. I don't know if I was always this way, but recently I have been able to notice it more and more. Here are three examples of how my indecisiveness has influenced my college experience so far in my junior year:
I. Courses
It took me an abnormally long time to decide on my course schedule this year. It wasn't because I hadn't been looking. I had registered for classes with everyone else. I also made a three page single-spaced document of courses that I could possibly want to change into. My major may just be the most interdisciplinary major at Hopkins only encouraging my indecisiveness. I was studying the Sunday before the add deadline and realized at 1 am that I wouldn't be happy with my current schedule, so what did I do? I logged into ISIS and went from 16.5 credits to 12 and e-mailed my advisor saying, "Help!" Nevertheless, I'm happy with my schedule now:
-Macroeconomics: There are a few classes that are on my mental list entitled "Classes That I Must Take Before I Graduate." This is one of them. Yes, it is Macroeconomics. I do not need it for my major. Yes, public health activists often don't agree with economists when it comes to development. Yes, I do not understand money. But really, this is the reason why I'm taking it. And if I don't at least try to make an effort now to understand why countries make the monetary and fiscal policy decisions that they make, I never will.
-Research: I decided rather last minute to add for-credit research with Dr. Jonathan Golub, the epidemiology professor who oversaw my grant for this summer. I helped him over the summer with a thirteen page enrollment form on a tuberculosis/smoking study. I have just finished that up and moving on to performing a literary review on every single article published on tuberculosis/smoking for a 2011 Surgeon General Report that he has been asked to draft by January. By the end of the semester, I will write a long essay on all that I have learned from research. This now means that combined with my paid research assistant position, I am at work at JHSPH for more hours on average than I am in class on the Homewood campus.
-Introduction to Global Health: A course that I have been wanting to take, but that I thought wouldn't fit into my schedule. The class is taught by a JHSPH professor, Dr. Tielsch, and it actually on the quarter system, meaning that it ends on October 27th. So, double the hours of class for now, a midterm next week, and a final at the end of October. However, the course covers everything--mortality rates, Millennium Development Goals, worms, and more!
-Water Resource Development: When I saw that Professor Wolman was teaching a course on water this semester, I immediately was interested. I didn't care that it was an Environmental Engineering class or that it was 400-level or that it required permission to enroll. I quickly e-mailed and got permission to register. For those that don't know, Professor Gordon or 'Reds' Wolman is the son of Abel Wolman. Ever wondered why we have a freshman dorm named Wolman? Abel Wolman is a big name in public health since he worked for decades and basically pioneered a chlorination of drinking water movement in Baltimore, which then spread from city to city throughout the nation. His son is now my professor at Hopkins and is also a 1949 alum of Johns Hopkins. The main portion of this course will be working on a 35-page research paper of our choice. My paper will be on comparing the Three Gorges Dam in China with the Itaipu Dam in Brazil and Paraguay in terms of their role in development.
-Gender and Development: It is rare at Hopkins to take multiple courses with one professor. This is an example of that. This course is taught by Professor Agarwala in the Sociology department. I took her Issues in International Development course freshman year. It was definitely not the easiest course that I took, but definitely opened my eyes to the conflicting theories within development. This year's course is on how gender plays a role in development. The main point of the course is to imagine how we would go about developing our ideal society. For example, would you have maternity leave in your ideal society? Surprisingly, the United States has decided to not federally recognize maternity leave as a right. This course will also have a term paper on a topic of our choice.
It definitely won't be my easiest semester, but it definitely will be the semester where I'm interested in all of my courses.
II. Study Abroad
"So, where are you going next semester?" I have gotten this question asked to me over and over. Since forever I have wanted to study abroad. I love to travel, so there basically was never a question. However, since forever I have also never known where I was going to go abroad. You literally can study anywhere in the world. And for me, study abroad is a huge opportunity and I didn't want to pick the 'wrong' country. If someone gave me an airline ticket to anywhere in the world. I would have it go to Japan, without a question. However, that doesn't necessarily mean I want to study abroad there. Study abroad means taking classes, traveling, and language immersion. I also have a love for developing countries (especially Southeast Asia) and am one of those people that constantly thinks about opportunities like Peace Corps. I also feel like every single public health major around me is going to South Africa. However, I decided that I didn't know if I actually wanted to study in one of these countries and I decided that after my adventure in Brazil for two months, that I would rather be surrounded by students than in a home stay environment. As you can tell, I've been thinking about this A LOT. I never really thought of going to Europe. I distinctly remember laughing after my grandpa told me, "Where you haven't been to Europe, have you? Then that's it." I also remember telling my dad that my goal in life was never to go to a football game and to never go to Europe. Given the fact that my dad travels to Europe every other week, I think he was offended.
However, I have decided to go to Geneva, Switzerland next semester. I will be part of a Boston University public health internship program. I will have four weeks of French class and an international health course followed by eight weeks of a full-time internship while taking a course on international organizations. I currently am working on my visa application which involves writing an essay about my future plans, getting a money order, getting 14 passport photos, copying bank statements, copying my high school diploma, creating a resume with biographical information, filling out a seven-page application, and making multiple copies of everything. The process is expected to take three months. This is just the beginning of learning about the quirkiness of Switzerland.
III. Going Home
I am even indecisive about small things like deciding whether or not to go home last weekend. My brother for a while was encouraging me to go home for my mom's birthday, so that we could all see a Yankees vs. Red Sox game. It took me a while to finally decide to buy the train tickets. But sure enough, last Saturday I presented at the NACAC (National Association for College Admission Counseling) conference with Admissions Daniel, Lauren, Mandy and Josh, and hopped on a train. I completely surprised my mother, "What are you doing here?!", went out to a great dinner with my mom and brother, and went to the new Yankee stadium to see the Yankees clench the American League East Division, get their 100th win, and sweep the Red Sox. Sure, it made for a lot of catching-up on Monday, but I am so glad that I was able to wish my Mom a happy birthday in person.
Phew... Well, I think that's all of my indecisiveness for now. Next week brings with it two midterms, so it's definitely time to hit the books. Look out for another post in two weeks.
Jessica
P.S. On a side note, I am also blogging for work for the Center for a Livable Future. Check out a couple of my blogs here:
P.P.S. Check out the article published in The Baltimore Sun today about social media. Daniel, Mandy, and I are quoted...yay!
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